Something that I was expecting to make me feel hurt and let down, ended up making me feel the exact opposite; relieved and wonderful.
And after all was said and done, I ended up learning a lot about myself. Even though the event was rather insignificant.
I just never know what to expect. From others or from myself. I have no control over my thoughts anymore or the way I perceive things. It just happens. Before I even realize what's going on.
Not a whole lot makes sense these days, but I guess Im ok with that.
I think I'm in the process of searching for something that I lost. I'm not whole right now. But I'm not completely fallen apart either. I'm floating.
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